monotony

I know what you mean Gejo (or should i say Priya!), i think we are very lucky to have realised this before our 30s, don't you think?! Or are we going through our mid-life crisis two decades too early? Its quite strange, stillness and motion together… a wink and years pass by but each day seems to drag and suffocated in the monotonous grind.
Jesus, am i making any sense?
I don’t know what it is, why this monotony; but something, somewhere needs a little mending. And i have to figure it out before i turn into one of those irritable middle aged women!

seekh

kabhi kabhi samajh nahi aata ki main chal rahi hoon ya tham gayi...jaise hi kuch kadam aage badte hain, jane kahaan se ek ajeeb sa thaharav aa jata hai. kya meri zindagi ab shuru hui hai, ya kahin se aake tham gayi?
kuch saal pehele tak mere charo taraf karvaan sa lagaa rahta tha, ab sirf chand log hain jinhe main apna humsafar manti hoon. aage ye saath denge ya nahi, ye to waqt hi taye karega, jab tak hain, hain.
meri yahi chalti- rukti zindagi ne ek bahut ehem baat sikhai hai mujhe: khush rahna sirf apne hatho mein hi hai; apni khushiyon par kisi aur ko haq dena, khudkhushi se kam nahi.